WHAT FADES AND WHAT REMAINS

There is a quote by K.M. Shea, “Beauty fades, but the heart remains the same…“. An Earth born human has uncountable desires and interests, which are nothing but mere a lie.

Today I am overwhelmed, maybe I am extraordinarily overwhelmed. But I need to learn one thing that it is not stable. No pain, no sorrow, no pleasure and no luxury is permanent. Today I am here, maybe tomorrow I will lose my existence. It’ll fade, everything fades and all I can do is to accept.

All these promises you hear and you make will fade someday or the other. Things like beautiful faces, hair, a good figure, happy times, a good company, weather and a lot more, it all has to go away. Life itself shows you that it has a grey side also, maybe, to which a lot of people are not familiar of.

Even the chlorophyll breaks down, the green colour disappears and it changes to yellow and orange. Then the pales fall down and bury into the land.
Your beautiful face that has all the charm today, which shines like nothing ever can in this entire world (hypothetically) and the body, muscular or soft, all will be gone one day. The firmness you carry, will turn out to be dull. How the body, you thought was free of flaws, underwent hundreds of marks and flaws, you will have no idea about it.

Colours fade, promises fade, beauties also fade, all that remains is a heart full of love, so don’t only cherish the colours but also the heart that carries both day and night.

~SAKSHI RAJPUT

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CHASE YOURSELF

All my life I kept chasing other people, personalities and love. People changed, personalities had two faces and love, that actually never ever tried to chase me back. All of which I wanted to grab in my one fist, shattered like I had no intensions to keep them. Life, a mirage, or the life I desire or yearn for is a mirage, I’m confused.

Here, now, when I’m about 22 years, 1 month and 26 days old, I’m confused about life. When I used to play in my childhood, I had always admired being an adult or young. I was fascinated by a life where you are definitely not going to have any interruption, I thought people live their lives on their own terms and conditions. But now here when I am this old, I think how innocent was I to think like that way. Because now when I try to understand life, it feels complicated. You see a new page everyday, scripted and scrolled by the Almighty. Earlier I used to think I can write my life’s story but later I realized, though I am a writer yet I can only pen down the things on paper which has already happened.

I feel like I am sitting on the driver’s seat, that car is a similar as life but the steering wheels, steering wheels are not within my reach.

So here I was about to talk about chasing various things in life. Sometimes when I introspect, it feels chasing people or chasing wrong people, doesn’t matter, hurts anyway. I mean, why the fuck I am not chasing my ownself? Is that any different from the mankind? I mean, does he have three legs or four ears? No, nothing among these. The reason to this is, I feel, I’m not that good, beautiful, influencing or sexy enough to attract somebody. I feel that I have been sent to earth with flaws and lackings. But does that mean I’m the only one with flaws and lackings? No. Even the richest guys of all the times failed to take their wealth with them. Weren’t that the biggest defeat to a person who all his kept himself busy chasing wealth? Yes, a big big yes.

Chasing Love
If I talk about chasing love, then I should also mention the thing that love is a never ending feeling. I mean, why do we need to chase the person with whom we are in love? I guess, we all love our mothers too, so do we need to chase them all the time to cook us food and care for us? Technically or non technically, no.

Don’t chase love, it’s not a target given to you by the opposite team in a cricket match. Love, definitely is not a target. Don’t just run after it, run along with it instead.

Chase Your Dreams
Chase your dreams, no matter what you do, where you reach, just keep chasing your desires every single moment, that will be how you will explore more things in you, which weren’t discovered yet ever before. Run after your dreams, whether you saw one with open eyes or at 4 a.m. in the morning. Keep pursuing them. Because after 10 years from now, when you will turn back and see, you definitely going to realise that chasing people didn’t pay you a penny but chasing your dreams and yourself actually did.

~Sakshi Rajput

WHY DID YOU FALL FOR HER?

why did you fall for her?

she isn’t a woman
you’ll fall for in
just first glance,
she isn’t a woman
who has hundreds
of admirers,
she isn’t a woman
with “I’m perfect”
kind of attitude,

she is the one
who has millions of
unspoken words,
she is the one
with thousands of
dreams yet to accomplish,
she is the one
with love on her lips and
beauty in her eyes,
she is the one
who will keep all your
belongings as if they’re her own,
she is the type of
woman you’ll meet
once in your lifetime.

may be, that is why
you fall for her
every now and then.

~sakshirajput

It’s our story

While finding love in fake, I eventually found love in somebody who was really awake. Not responding to either world’s, he responded and recognised me. I sighed. When he saw the heights of my devotion was really high, he was surprised.

I wanted him to hold me where I step back and scold me(with love) where I lack. The stars in this cosmos seemed like you have pinned the small tiny pearls over my head so that wherever I walk I’ll have remembrance of your love.

-Sakshi Rajput

It ain’t enough

Since the day we met, we have travelled a journey heading from strangers to beloved. Many a times I’ve resisted myself from saying you “I love you” before you have accepted the same. I couldn’t even tell you how hard it was to stand in opposite of my own, still I did. The ultimate proposal day – you finally said “I love you” and I muttered the same near your ear.

Today, I’m searching, thinking, weaving, hunting and trying to discover the words more powerful than “I love you” because they ain’t enough now as my love for you has crossed rivers and mountains, has drown oceans and volcanoes and has experienced rain and sunshine all at once.

I have fallen so deep in the ocean of his love
that to come up I have to die.

~ Sakshi Rajput

YOU ARE A HOPE

Yes! you’re a hope, you came in my life to become a lifetime. You brought me giggles and tickles, the sunshine and pickles. Days with no charm and phantasm suddenly changed into days with magic. I have seen butterflies, dandelions and fireflies embedding in my invisible tiara since the moment the universe has versed us together in it’s another love story.

A road which was once covered with folks, thorns, fishhooks and needles, has now killed all these obstacles and has grown love as if the lillies grow in the valley. I have hopes now to lead this existence up to the stars and bring one among them to adorn my heart, so that you’ll have a beautiful place to live in as you have given me a heaven to reside.

~Sakshi Rajput

I NEED YOU TO BREATH

Drink me from within and throb through my skin, I want to soak you in my words of love and vacant fear of your heart to fill it with me. I’ve abandoned my soul to wander along the path that leads to you. My body is begging for the art of your twirling tongue upon my skin and taking my breath away. The actions of holding my hands to the walls and swallowing dripping water inside the pores. Creeping on my back, you make me want more and more of you. But can I get enough of you? “Never, I say”.

I want to sip those words slipping through yours lips. The burning fire of my love desires needs you to come alongwith a tray of ice cubes and a bucket full of cold water with your love mixed in it to extinguish the flame. I feel wordless when I see you but I admire the way our bodies talk. I want our every night to end like same and meet the shinning sun when our naked souls are wrapped with a white blanket but never had the same tramp.

Tonight or every night, I’m yours. I see our thoughts making love to eachother on a bed covered with red rose petals. The heat of your velvety skin making me sweat even more. You fill my pores with rapture and love. Let’s have a love affair of lifetime and afterlife. I yearn for your love. You are the air that keeps me alive, I need you to breath.

~Sakshi Rajput